The confessional

Hi Dina..thanks for the advice. It CAN be much like your uncle stated at time Im afraid..You can hear a good sample of my music at www.cellardweller.4t.com
just go to the download page:) let me know what ya think

I just realised that the sound on my computer isn't working right now.

But I'll check it out when I get onto somebody else's computer. Or if I can get somebody to fix it before then.

NP, it will be there! lol

don't forget to sign our guest book...we may look a bit "odd" but we dont bite!

haha will do.

viki, i'm doing pretty well but they still don't know what happend to him and it's pretty messy all this stuff with his funeral etc.. But i'm doing ok thanks

Hmm who knew that a reality t.v show would leave you in a dazed stooper over what had just happened.. I had been hooked on watching Rockstar: Supernova and actually only started watching after one the contestants Ryan Star was singing.. To explian what musical talent he has, well you would just have to listen and deside for yourself casue each to thier own, but after watching him continual grow, come out of a shell I trully felt along with many others that he was probably the best outta the remaining 6, well he was voted off tonight .. Im still in shock, I seriously can't beleive it.. Im pissed , well full of mixed emotions .. I'll say this you where right Hex, Sometimes they will choose tits over talent ..LoL I have no reason to watch this show no more..LOL

its a shame that the world of entertainment works that way..but I've seen it time and again. Its the primary reason some of our current "pop Idols" even HAVE a career..and to be fair, it works equally for men as well as women. I suppose talent has been somewhat replaced by look as million dollar studios can "supply" a bit of talent if needed. Its sad, but it shows that the world is very looks obsessed..even when it comes to music.

Yes it's a bloody shame really ..

OK well i've started college now (that's why im not very active in here atm)... But, now ive started to have doubts about it :-S Am i really THAT grown up to manage it? lol
I want to get my education asap but don't really feel motivaded:-S i used to be very active at high school and ambitious but hm, now it pretty much feels messed up. But, i have my guesses that it's got to do with my granddad passing away pretty recently.

LOL i'm actually trying to make a confession here and stuff but i'm not the person who likes to talk about myself this way ;P sry for beeing silly OK!

How boring...

Have you ever been too bored to do anything except for staring at your monitor and refreshing your email mailbox frequently?
That's what I've been doing for quite a while... I don't know what I am expecting from the mailbox...
It turned cold dramatically lastnight. I like summer a lot, I don't want it to leave me so soon... Winter makes me lonely... I hate cold weather, well sometimes...

I've been thinking of what I really want right now lately. I want something new... I don't know why I want to change my present life... but I do want to change it.. I just need some kinda change ..

Yeeah.. guess you REALLY want something new if u even want something new in your mailbox! maybe you're that kind of person who always wants something new to happen to be able to feel happy? And when you've got that "something" you get tired of it and again want something new?

well i know what ya feel girl. try to do something really funny!

And the weather...what has happend to it? we had good weather for like 4 weeks and the rest winter lol ;P

I don't know exactly how to word what I wanna say but I guess I find it really sad that ppl have to or feel ashamed or scared to tell you where there from much less there religion/ethistisity(sp?) . I can proudly say it all . But a person or persons from say for example Turkey , say it like there scared what may happen.. It's just really disappointing to know that this is what it has come to in this world

Its the truth..folks are sterotyped now based on ethnicity and its wrong. I have a turkish friend who owns a deli ( met him thru the deli as i always stop in) his REAL name is OMAR but he claims it to be HOMER so as not to draw attention. He's a really nice guy and still gets crap about his heritage. A shame...