Ally, tbh i'm very alike you and refuse to hear what other ppl have to say and it makes me furious when i'm talking and i feel ppl are against me, or at least, that's how it feels. Truth is, by getting that mad we're only harming ourselves, getting a bad stomach or even more serious complications. If you feel you have no one to understand you, instead of going to the ppl you're involved with, come to forums and just blurt it out, but ppl who are close to us will always have an opinion and in the long run we may acknowledge how much it matters =)