Stepping aimlessly, unsure about my life
thinking the world was something it wasn't
jumping from stone to stone hoping to find that one pebble
that gleams in the sunlight
seems almost impossible
everything fell apart
the day for me,
the day for thanks
the day family betrayed me
happiness always jumps and skips me
just once I want to feel loved
feel like I belong to something more
I feel sick to my stomach over my life
the stress seems to rule me
I can't see where I am to step
the world is fuzzy
not wanting to show whats going on
concealing its many wonders from me
smiling evilly as I stand and squirm for a glimpse
Crawling in a hole
I hope to watch the world rotate
me, never changing.
this is how i felt on thanksgiving bc my stupid family here cancelled to come to our house...not to mention it was my bday and they didnt even say happy bday...i had no one really to celebrat my bday with so this is how i feel and all
Subject: Lost 
